Summer Urge.

So what has happened to me since my last post?
The real question is what hasn't happened to me, so ill just stick to the main points.

• Changed my major
• Had a pity party
• Caught up with long lost friends
• Started finals
• Had over two weeks in which I did nothing more than breath and study.
• Took Finals
• Tried to start my life back up
• Started Summer

So now my main thing is trying to function like a normal human being without feeling like I should be studying for some major test.

Right after finals I started watching television again and I am not joking when I tell you I was watching a show when I went into my backpack got out my history book and notebook sat down on the table and... realized what I was doing.
I had this physical urge to study something, to prepare for something. It was really weird. I have never experienced this before, but then again its my first year as a college student so I guess its normal..at least normal for me.

So right now I am on my 5th day of summer and I am glad to say the urges to pick up a class book and write notes has died down, a little at least. Now I am re rela relaxing. Relaxing. Relax-ing.
Even though it feels completely wrong.

I think college has traumatized me. But to tell you the truth I like it.
The End.